Transcription: I had very low self-esteem, I tell you very low self-esteem and I did not think I was pretty at all. It was the hardest time of my life and I think that the modeling career and going to New York being from Los Angeles, Burbank, going to New York to that big city being put in front of a mirror was just unbelievably painful. Unbelievably painful, oh my God. I grew up fast.